Title: Haven’t We Met Before?
Idea date: 03/02/2017
Filmed: March 2, 2017
🙂 Hey guys this is your boy ZADE coming to you live from The South Side.
This is my brand spanking new video 🎞. To be perfectly honest with you, I didn’t really like it that much 😕. I felt it wasn’t humorous enough and the day I recorded it, I kinda went into a slump. I got quite a bit depressed. However throughout it all, I managed to power through and get something done for you all.
I enjoy interacting with people. I currently have a challenging time allowing myself to be myself around others. I
Not being me tends to kill my ambition, creativity, wittiness, smoothness, calmness and more.
Don’t get me wrong, I’ve been making somewhat of an effort to interact with people being myself but I’ve been putting an insufficient amount 😒.
I’m currently making an effort to change my thinking and focus on my what I think about myself though.
Making this video felt super weird because I literally had to walk up to women and play the role of a guy who met her on a black online dating site. If I was any of those girls, I have been weirded out and uncomfortable too.
My execution on the video idea was hella weak. I kept breaking character and losing out on possible video clips.
I kept laughing and coming clean about what I was doing talking to the girls.
You can see what I’m talking about in extra footage here.
Another mental block I had was not wanting to scare/creep girls out.
Kinda stupid right? You’d think that I’d already to do that seeing as I’m a stranger talking about a dating website to her.
But yeah. A new video is coming soon.
Until next time.